Wake-up: 8:00 am
Breakfast 8:15
Walk 9:00
Oliver's nap 10:30
Lunch 12:00 pm
Oliver's nap 2:30
Walk 5:30
Dinner 6:30
Oliver's bed time 8:00
My bed time 12:00 am
Sound reasonable? That gives me some time for myself or housework when Oliver's napping and about 8 hours of sleep at night. I don't know why I didn't do this the twenty or so times before that I said I was going to. Man. That was pretty easy.
Any who, now that that's done I can move on to telling you how I've been doing. It's just starting to hit me that I'm not going to be able to see, talk to, hear from, sit and lay next to, look at in person, sing with, laugh with, cry with, love on Cody for a very very long time. I know we'll be able to communicate every once in a while, but it's not knowing that he's safe and all the stuff we take for granted when our significant others are home everyday after work or school or both. At least I'll have Oliver to help get me through though. That's the best part of all this. I'm not alone no matter how much I feel like I am. I have Oliver who's a mini-Cody, I have my mom and grandma, I have all of Cody's family, I have my best friend, I have people from Church, and most of all I have Cody even though he's no where near where I'd like him to be.
We had out first anniversary and Oliver's half birthday on Sunday! Yay! See the pictures below for what I got from Cody :D
Well, I'm exhausted and Oliver's waking up to eat so I'll see you all tomorrow! I'm waking up at 8! I'm saying it will happen so it will happen :)
Goodnight!
Cody's "anniversary eve" present to me :)
Along with a letter that I'm going to frame and put up!
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wow that's so awesome!!!!!! I remember that feeling when josh left for basic of realizing I would not be able to do those things with him. My response? I was driving home and crying and when it dawned on me I got so angry I just screamed. literally as loud as I could. I got a headache form it i put so much pressure into it.. You would probably scare oliver if you did that but maybe you should drive up montana de oro one day when ur mom or gramma can babysit. It didn't really help but then again nothing really does. It sure felt good though..
ReplyDeleteYeah. I'm doing okay so far. I had a small meltdown today cause of some other stuff, but other than that, I'm doing okay. I can always scream into a pillow if I can't wait :) You're lucky you'll be all settled and able to have your first anniversary together though! Plan something really nice. Or at least make sure Josh does cause it's way too easy to take those things for granted. Even just the everyday moments.
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